tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-58018035200195974412024-03-12T19:46:29.686-05:00Rowan's RamblingsThe official blog of author Rowan McBride.Rowan McBridehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15093484219052252906noreply@blogger.comBlogger233125truetag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5801803520019597441.post-44870774712818306082013-07-11T01:28:00.001-05:002013-07-11T01:30:16.310-05:00Blog seems to have moved okay.So this one is officially closed. Please go to <a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/blog/">http://rowanmcbride.com/blog/</a> and check it out if you'd like to keep up with future posts.<br />
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Right now it's bare, but functional (Oh, pretty sidebar pics, how I miss you). I'll be tweaking it along with the main site over the next weeks and in theory things should be better (with sidebar pics!). And assuming no glitches pop up between now and then, I'll be announcing the winner of the "Some Like Janice" drawing over there. Not here. There. <br />
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So hope to see you there. :-DRowan McBridehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15093484219052252906noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5801803520019597441.post-60253363693360146712013-06-29T04:38:00.000-05:002013-06-29T04:47:28.370-05:00So I got this note from Google:<br />
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<tr> <td valign="top" width="100%"><div style="margin-top: 0!important; margin-top: 0;">You are receiving this message because you are the admin of a blog hosted on Blogger which is identified to have Adult content. </div>Please be advised that on <span class="aBn" data-term="goog_1655073682" tabindex="0"><span class="aQJ">June 30th 2013</span></span>, we will be updating our <a href="http://www.google.com/appserve/mkt/5PHqKOLWZFokXKFOe7Uj6S" target="_blank">Content Policy</a> to strictly prohibit the monetization of Adult content on Blogger. After <span class="aBn" data-term="goog_1655073683" tabindex="0"><span class="aQJ">June 30th 2013</span></span>, we will be enforcing this policy and will remove blogs which are adult in nature and are displaying advertisements to adult websites. <br />
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I don't know what it means. Other than my blog might be deleted because I most certainly do blog about Adult Content and I link to my books as well as my publishers and I imagine that's me monetizing my Adult Content by advertising my own Adult Content.<br />
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So I've ported my blog over to <a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/blog/">http://rowanmcbride.com/blog/</a>. It's WordPress and I've never used WordPress before so it's gonna look rough for a while. But fear not, people who entered the contest below. The comments have been ported as well so I still have your entry info. XD<br />
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It feels weird to think that this blog might not be here the day after tomorrow.<br />
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Rowan McBridehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15093484219052252906noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5801803520019597441.post-75556448234384726932013-06-13T01:18:00.002-05:002013-06-13T01:18:24.382-05:00Some Like JaniceI had a lot of misunderstandings as a kid. But I think that those misunderstandings happened because I was already wired differently and didn’t know it.<br />
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For example: <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Electric_Mayhem#Janice">Janice</a>, the Muppet from The Electric Mayhem. I met her when I was around…six, maybe? When I saw her I thought she was a man in woman’s clothing, and I never mentioned that “fact” to anyone because I assumed everyone knew it. Janice was a natural part of my world. As I got older my view of her became more complex, but she was always Janice. It wasn’t until my first year in college someone decided to “correct” me, and they were pretty cruel about it as they set out the canon material that stated in no uncertain terms she was a woman. At the time I didn’t understand why it hurt so much, because I didn’t understand what was going on inside of me at all well.<br />
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Then there’s “Some Like it Hot.” A movie I saw when I was very young and remains one of my all-time favorites. When I was a kid, I didn’t understand it was a comedy. Sure, it had some truly hilarious scenes, but for me it was always about the love stories. Joe/Josephine (played by Tony Curtis), who was all about hooking up with Sugar (played by Marilyn Monroe), and Jerry/Daphne (Jack Lemmon) who suddenly won the attentions of Osgood Fielding III (Joe E. Brown).<br />
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I loved Daphne. So, so much. While Joe pretty clearly disliked dressing and acting like a woman, the lines were much more blurred with Daphne. Even with something as basic as picking out feminine names for themselves. At first, Joe and Jerry decide on Josephine and Geraldine, but at the last second, Jerry blurts out that her name is Daphne, earning a look of confused consternation from Joe. When Joe grabs her for explanation, Daphne replies:<br />
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<blockquote>Daphne: Well, I never did like the name Geraldine.</blockquote><br />
Names are important. Especially when you’re picking out your own. I never liked the name my parents picked out for me, and for a long time I felt guilty about it. That scene, that one little line, gave me permission to think about what I might like to be called instead, and that whatever I chose didn’t necessarily have to be a retooled version of what I had.<br />
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And then there are the scenes with Osgood. They are funny, and I laugh every time I watch them, but for a long time I didn’t understand they were meant to be *gags.* I thought their relationship was like any other romcom relationship, and I adored it. Especially their final scene, which is also the final scene in the movie:<br />
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<blockquote>Osgood: I called Mama. She was so happy she cried. She wants you to have her wedding gown. It’s white lace.<br />
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Daphne: Yeah Osgood, I can’t get married in your mother’s dress. [nervous laughter] She and I… Well we’re not build the same way.<br />
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Osgood: We can have it altered.<br />
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Daphne: Oh no you don't! Osgood, I'm gonna level with you. We can't get married at all. <br />
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Osgood: Why not? <br />
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Daphne: Well, in the first place, I'm not a natural blonde. <br />
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Osgood: Doesn't matter. <br />
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Daphne: I smoke! I smoke all the time! <br />
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Osgood: I don't care. <br />
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Daphne: Well, I have a terrible past. For three years now, I've been living with a saxophone player. <br />
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Osgood: I forgive you. <br />
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Daphne: I can never have children! <br />
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Osgood: We can adopt some. <br />
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Daphne: But you don't understand, Osgood! Ohh... <br />
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[Daphne pulls off <a href="http://rowanmcbride.blogspot.com/2012/01/xs-and-bios.html">xyr</a> wig] <br />
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Daphne: [In a much deeper voice] I'm a man! <br />
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Osgood: [shrugs] Well, nobody's perfect! </blockquote><br />
See? See? Osgood loves Daphne for who she is. The stuff on the outside doesn’t matter to him. That means there’s hope for me, right? I mean… right?<br />
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I didn’t know it was supposed to be a gag. And now I choose to believe it wasn’t. I choose to believe that Osgood and Daphne got married and that Janice is far more complex than her bio on Wikipedia would have me imagine.<br />
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The scene I quoted above is my favorite scene in “Some Like It Hot,” as well as one of my favorite scenes of all time. Not just because it’s funny and that last line gave me such a terrific happily ever after, but because through that entire exchange, where Daphne’s desperately trying to convince Osgood that they can’t get married, she never once says “I don’t love you” or “I don’t want to be with you.” In the grand scheme of things, none of the other reasons matter, and Osgood happily has an answer to each one until we get to his “nobody’s perfect!” line. Daphne has no response to that, and the last moments of the film show her confused and taken aback, in a “Holy shit, is this really an option?” kind of way. It was a revelation for her.<br />
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It was a revelation for me.<br />
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And that, right there, is why we need more movies/shows/cartoons/comics/books that tell gender queer and trans* stories. Because I was lucky enough to meet Janice and Daphne and take them to heart, but how many other kids who were just like me didn’t have the luxury of accidently misinterpreting what they saw on TV? How many children had the “truth” of those characters explained to them long before they were old enough to build their own truths, their own stories?<br />
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How many kids never had a chance to discover that a <a href="http://rowanmcbride.blogspot.com/2009/03/note-to-someone-who-might-be-my-sixteen.html">third option</a> even exists?<br />
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I think we’ve come a long way since the day I met Janice. Networks like Hub are airing shows like <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QET4LliFSaA">SheZow</a> that I couldn’t have imagined existing even five years ago.<br />
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I’d like to see more shows I couldn’t imagine when I was a child. Because I could imagine a *lot.* We all could, even if we weren’t aware. Some liked Joe. Some liked Kermit. Some liked Daphne. Some liked Janice.<br />
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Some still do.<br />
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Note: This post is part of the <a href="http://naughtyeditionreviews.com/">NER LGBT Pride Blog Fest</a>. It lasts all June, and there are a lot of authors posting interesting articles this month. The site is also giving away its own prizes, so if you'd like to read and enter, go to <a href="http://naughtyeditionreviews.com/">http://naughtyeditionreviews.com/</a> and please check it out.<br />
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I am giving away an e-copy of <i><a href="http://www.rowanmcbride.com/stories/touchingfire/paulsdream/">Paul's Dream</a></i>, as well as a never-before-seen expanded print of the cover designed by the fabulous Anne Cain.<br />
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To enter, all you have to do is join my newsletter (<a href="http://groups.yahoo.com/group/rowan_mcbride">http://groups.yahoo.com/group/rowan_mcbride</a>) and post a comment with your email address below. If you're already a member of the newsletter--no worries. All you have to do is post here.<br />
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I'll announce the winner July 1st. Good luck. XD<br />
Rowan McBridehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15093484219052252906noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5801803520019597441.post-76098391871941440962013-06-12T21:57:00.000-05:002013-06-12T21:57:42.473-05:00The Naughty Edition Reviews Blog Fest has begun! For the month of June, go to <a href="http://naughtyeditionreviews.com/" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">http://naughtyeditionreviews.com/</a> to celebrate LGBT Pride, read interesting articles, and win a variety of prizes. Lots of authors will be featured, including yours truly on the 13th.<br />
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PS: The Fest started on the 1st, and I'm very sorry for being so late in letting you know. I'd been having some technical difficulties. :(Rowan McBridehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15093484219052252906noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5801803520019597441.post-28148805977247291382013-05-11T02:57:00.000-05:002013-05-11T02:57:18.921-05:00I miss you, FictionwiseI used to buy all my ebooks from Fictionwise. I loved that they offered multiple formats, and if you changed up your reading device you could just go to your Fictionwise library and download the same book in the format you needed. I also loved the fact that most of the books I wanted were DRM-free. <br />
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On a totally selfish note, my ratings on FW tended to be higher I *think* because the genres were so wide and varied that there wasn't as big an expectation of "traditional romance" from readers. Hell, I bought my very first straight up erotic e-book from FW. It was Captain Hook/Tinkerbell and it was incredibly weird. But wonderful. <br />
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When B&N shut it down, I was heartbroken. My friends? Not so much. Apparently they hadn't been buying there for a while.<br />
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So now I float from retailer to retailer. All Romance Ebooks is good for M/M and other romantic stories. I dislike the fact that you're stuck with the first format you choose, though. Their Omnilit branch is one tab away and holds their "mainstream" collection, but I haven't tried that yet. I don't buy from Amazon if I can help it. I have a Nook, so shopping should be super convenient but I sideload most of my books through Calibre so not so much. I do tend to get a lot of graphic novels through the Nook store which worries me since I feel like the demise of the format I'm buying them in is inevitable. Sometimes I buy direct from publishers, and a lot of them have varied formats plus offer different loyalty programs. If the publisher is new or sketchy, though, I don't like to give them my credit card info. In those cases I go to a third party retailer for sure.<br />
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Fictionwise shut down a while ago, but I started thinking about it again when a reader emailed me asking if more of my books would be uploaded to Kobo soon. This is my trade and I should have been familiar, but sadly I didn't even know Kobo was a thing. After going to the site it was pretty easy to see that LSB and Torquere uploaded books to Kobo, but my other publishers did not, so unfortunately I had to tell her that I didn't know whether my other books would be uploaded there. I do intend to ask about it, though, since I know how it feels when your preferred retailer doesn't carry what you want. And, yeah, it had me really missing Fictionwise again.<br />
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So help me out. Where do you buy your e-books? Why do you like to purchase them from there?Rowan McBridehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15093484219052252906noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5801803520019597441.post-36230345023624376972013-05-08T19:32:00.000-05:002013-05-08T19:32:23.517-05:00"Want Me" review and giveaway<img align="left" src="http://i240.photobucket.com/albums/ff286/rwntree77/WM_blogger_zps75e58274.jpg" width="" height="313" border="0" alt="click here to buy the book!"><br />
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There’s a great review for “Want Me” posted on <a href="http://sidlove.wordpress.com/2013/05/08/book-review-giveaway-want-me-by-rowan-mcbride/">Sid Love’s blog</a>. If you have time, hop on over and read it. You’ll also have a chance to win a copy of the book. :)<br />
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CONTEST ENDS: 10th May, 2013 @ 11:59PM (Central Time)Rowan McBridehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15093484219052252906noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5801803520019597441.post-20071002444396699642013-04-16T20:47:00.000-05:002013-04-16T21:11:57.734-05:00Quick Note<i><a href="http://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/want-me-rowan-mcbride/1019425732">Want Me</a></i> is up on Barnes and Noble! As of now (April 16, 2013) the book is available for 17% off cover price. XD<br />
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Rowan McBridehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15093484219052252906noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5801803520019597441.post-26828459137668559462013-04-08T22:23:00.001-05:002013-04-08T22:23:58.070-05:00<a href="http://www.loose-id.com/want-me.html"><img align="right" src="http://i240.photobucket.com/albums/ff286/rwntree77/WM_blogger_zps75e58274.jpg" width="" height="313" border="0" alt="click here to buy the book!"></a><br />
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The book's up on Amazon now. Still waiting with baited breath for the Nook Book to appear. :D<br />
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<center><a href="http://www.amazon.com/Want-Me-ebook/dp/B00C8YTFH0/">Amazon.com</a></center>Rowan McBridehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15093484219052252906noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5801803520019597441.post-69134505557895914442013-04-02T00:01:00.000-05:002013-04-03T18:55:34.569-05:00Want Me is on sale!<a href="http://www.loose-id.com/want-me.html"><img align="left" src="http://i240.photobucket.com/albums/ff286/rwntree77/WM_blogger_zps75e58274.jpg" width="" height="313" border="0" alt="click here to buy the book!"></a>Joel Beckett is blessed. He's popular with the ladies, a star on the football field, and worshiped by everyone on campus.<br />
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Including Walker Cain.<br />
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Only Walker's worship has crossed the line, driving him to invoke ancient magic that binds them together in an inescapable downward spiral. Now reality is shifting, and with each new life Joel is forced to watch Walker steal away another of the blessings he'd always taken for granted.<br />
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It's never enough. Cursed blood runs hot, and with every turn of the spiral, Walker breathes the seductive words that Joel can't resist. The words that could drag them both into Hell.<br />
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<i>Want me.</i><br />
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This is the ebook edition of "Want Me," and has been revised for Loose Id. In addition to tightening up the prose, etc, it contains a new chapter and a bonus alternate ending. Both were a hell of a lot of fun to write. ;)<br />
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<i>4/3/13 ETA: All Romance Ebooks link. Still waiting for Amazon/B&N links. :)</i><br />
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Rowan McBridehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15093484219052252906noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5801803520019597441.post-78193185667351878832013-03-28T00:01:00.000-05:002013-03-30T05:33:36.330-05:004.0I always get a little bummed when one of my stories dips below 4.0 on <a href="http://www.goodreads.com/author/show/1257463.Rowan_McBride">Goodreads</a>. I think some part of my mind still equates that sort of point system with a grade point average. Through most of junior high and high school I had a 4.0 or higher, mainly because most of those schools weighted the grades based on the administration’s definition of difficulty. So I could conceivably get five points for trigonometry, but only four points for art history which is balls. Let me tell you that being able to recognize artists and styles and time periods by looking at a painting is at *least* as cool as being able to calculate sines and cosines.<br />
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But I’ve gone off on a tangent.<br />
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The point is that four stars is not perfection. A book’s rating is not a grade point average. I won’t fail to graduate with honors and disappoint my parents if <s>a few</s> most of my stories drop below 4.0.<br />
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Last time I checked, only two of my books had a rating of 4 stars or above. And what a weird pair--<i><a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/touchingfire/paulsdream/">Paul’s Dream</a></i> and <i><a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/wantme/">Want Me</a></i>. On the spectrum of my writings, those two occupy opposite poles. <i>Paul’s Dream</i> is one of my better written books and leans a little closer to traditional romance, so I get that. <i>Want Me</i> is also one of my better written books but oh my god it’s a dark, twisted, muscle theft story. I figured the theft alone would turn a lot of the readers right the hell off.<br />
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The first edition of <i>Want Me</i> was self-published, though, and only available in print. The price point was around sixteen bucks and I think that probably kept new readers from trying it. In other words, if you bought the book you were generally (a) already familiar with my writing or (b) specifically looking for a muscle theft story. <br />
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And the <a href="http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/2904213-want-me">reviews</a> for <i>Want Me</i> were freaking great. Almost all of them had some variation of “Oh God this is so creepy WHY AM I STILL READING IT???” which is pretty much one of the most awesome things ever. XD<br />
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The second edition of <i>Want Me</i> comes out next week in ebook format. I’m guessing that means its overall rating will plummet to around 2 or 3 stars. But that’s okay. It just means that readers feel strongly about it (in the case of 2 and below) or they think the story is about as good as most of the stories they’ve read (in the case of 3 stars).<br />
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Don’t get me wrong. Four and five stars is a rush. But I once got five stars on a book because <a href="http://www.rowanmcbride.com/stories/ogs/">Ace</a> was strong and sensitive, then one star on that same book because he was weak and unstable. So I try not to take scores too seriously. It’s all relative, and I never took physics in high school. ;)<br />
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<i>Note:While preparing this post I had to link to my Goodreads page. Turns out Want Me has already dropped below 4.0. XD</i><br />
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Rowan McBridehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15093484219052252906noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5801803520019597441.post-9273649782999878142013-03-20T00:01:00.000-05:002013-03-20T00:13:50.444-05:00"Want Me" has a cover!Nice, yeah?<br />
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Art done by Fiona Jayde. Story's coming out in April. :)Rowan McBridehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15093484219052252906noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5801803520019597441.post-16748355148681857232013-03-07T00:01:00.000-06:002013-03-07T00:01:00.503-06:00Words<i>Note: The following is a brief post about slurs, and hence might contain triggers.</i><br />
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Some time in late high school or early college, I started to correct my friends whenever they used the word “gypped.” In most cases it wasn’t a confrontational correction, because--like with so many other casual slurs--they had no idea what it really meant. I’d say something like, “Did you know that word comes from the word ‘gypsy’?” Usually that was more than enough. They’d be horrified, they’d tell <i>their</i> friends, and within a couple of years I stopped hearing the word in any of our circles.<br />
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Generally speaking, I have good taste in friends. They’re good people. They just didn’t know.<br />
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Here’s something I didn’t know until last year.<br />
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“Gypsy” itself, is a slur. It’s been used for centuries to run Romani people out of villages, towns, cities, countries. It’s been used to deny employment or to justify slavery. The Romani have been victims of lynching and concentration camps, of hatred and erasure.<br />
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You might be tempted to tell yourself, “But that’s <i>overseas</i>. Here in America ‘Gypsy’ has a completely different connotation.”<br />
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No. Not really. In part because many Romani who survived the Holocaust moved here, and many survive to this day. They have children and those children feel the pain of their parents and grandparents acutely, so that connotation hasn’t disappeared, nor should it. Remembering that something happened is the first step in making sure it doesn’t happen again. Plus America has its own set of stereotypes, as well as its own history of enslaving Romani people.<br />
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A short, but by no means encompassing, list below:<br />
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<blockquote><ul><li>Gypsies are thieves/charlatans who will rip you off if you let them.</li>
<li>Gypsies are fortune tellers.</li>
<li>Gypsy women are whores.</li>
<li>Gypsy men are killers.</li>
<li>They have the power to curse people.</li>
<li>They all love to dance and play tambourines and wear bandanas.</li>
<li>They’re hypersexual and hot tempered.</li>
<li>They’re all homeless and at best travel in roaming caravans criss-crossing the country.</li>
</ul></blockquote><br />
<i>But… But… I have Romani friends and they *self-identity* as Gypsy!</i><br />
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And that’s their choice. The people within a marginalized group can choose to reclaim a word used to shame and hurt them in an effort to turn it into a positive. However, it’s almost never okay for people outside that group to use the word to identify said group.<br />
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<i>But the DICTIONARY says--</i><br />
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Stop. Just stop. Many dictionaries still list a definition of “nigger” as a snag or hindrance.* I dare you to use that term around me and try to use that definition to defend yourself. Pro-tip: You won’t have a chance, because I’ll already have blocked you.<br />
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So, yeah. “Gypsy” is not a good word. And I used it a lot.<br />
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I used it in the first edition of <i><a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/wantme/">Want Me</a></i>. Joel often calls Walker a “gypsy” because Walker is a wanderer (see dictionary excuse above). I didn’t think anything of it because I have American-Romani friends who self-identify as Gypsy (see friends excuse above). But since then, I’ve come across several articles** and firsthand accounts written by people who were pained by the term. They were emotional, and true, and hard to read. And if they were hard to read, I knew I had no concept of how painful it was to <i>live</i> that reality.<br />
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Honestly speaking, I don’t care about offending people. I do, however, care very much about hurting them.<br />
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When it came time to edit the second edition of <i>Want Me</i>, I took it as a second chance and made some changes. The story still starts with Joel using that word, but as his world gets bigger and deeper he--as he does with so many other things--matures out of it in a way that I think is believable and organic. I was glad to have the opportunity to make those changes, to have a chance to mature with him. <br />
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To anyone who was hurt reading the way the word was used in the first edition, I apologize. Full stop.<br />
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<i>* A few of those articles:<br />
<ul><li>"<a href="http://gypsyappropriations.blogspot.com/2010/04/problem-with-word-gypsy.html">The Problem with the word 'Gypsy'</a>."</li>
<li>"<a href="http://collectivehistory.tumblr.com/post/32522490917/a-brief-introduction-to-romani-history">A Brief Introduction to Romani History.</a>"</li>
<li>"<a href="http://www.reocities.com/~patrin/pariah-contents.htm">The Pariah Syndrome: An account of Gypsy slavery and persecution</a>."</li>
<li>"<a href="http://www.dontsaygypsy.com/?p=610">Flowchart for Justification of Using the Word Gypsy</a>."</li>
</ul><br />
** To be fair, <a href="http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/nigger?s=t">Dictionary.com</a> (from which I paraphrased this particular definition) tries fairly hard to explain that it is a slur, is offensive, and should not be used. And although I disagree with some of the things in its usage note, “<a href="http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/gypsy?s=t">Gypsy</a>” doesn’t even get that treatment.</i><br />
Rowan McBridehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15093484219052252906noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5801803520019597441.post-72010272087468667812013-01-27T21:57:00.000-06:002013-01-27T21:57:27.114-06:00Chains is Available!<a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/chains/"><img align="left" src="http://rowanmcbride.com/images/chainscover.jpg" width="265" height="386" border="0" alt="click the pic to learn more about Chains"></a><b>Blurb:</b><br />
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A new prisoner has been brought to the castle. They say he's a warrior. They call him a demon. They whisper that he can grant wishes.<br />
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Saiven can't resist. He sneaks into the secluded dungeon to see, but the man chained to the wall is not what he expects. Smiling. Teasing. He introduces himself as Faolan, and Saiven is caught.<br />
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This...man. He makes Saiven feel things he should not feel. Draws forth confessions that were meant to stay secret. Faolan freely grants him warmth and laughter. But now...<br />
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Now it's time to find out if Saiven is strong enough to earn a wish.<br />
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<center>Available at:<br />
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<a href="https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/279051">Smashwords</a><br />
<a href="https://www.allromanceebooks.com/product-chains-1049218-140.html">All Romance eBooks</a><br />
<a href="http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/17286257-chains">Goodreads</a><br />
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It should be filtering its way through other online retailers as we speak.</center>Rowan McBridehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15093484219052252906noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5801803520019597441.post-24776986064026788082013-01-22T00:42:00.000-06:002013-01-22T00:42:25.588-06:00An excerpt for "Chains"Is up on my site! You can read it at:<br />
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<center><a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/chains/chainsexcerpt.html">http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/chains/chainsexcerpt.html</a><br />
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<a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/chains/chainsexcerpt.html"><img src="http://i240.photobucket.com/albums/ff286/rwntree77/chainscover.jpg" width="265" height="386" border="0" alt="click the pic to learn more about Chains"></a></center>Rowan McBridehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15093484219052252906noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5801803520019597441.post-28477738144286267902013-01-21T22:59:00.002-06:002013-01-21T22:59:26.536-06:00Suspiciously Well Targeted AdThis was on my home page today. Not gonna lie. A little freaked out.<br />
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Rowan McBridehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15093484219052252906noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5801803520019597441.post-81770224807603345942012-12-26T22:27:00.000-06:002012-12-26T22:41:28.999-06:00Good News and Bad News and More Good NewsOkay. Bad news first, yeah?<br />
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Bad news: As you've probably noticed, <a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/chains/">Chains</a> wasn't out on Christmas Eve. But I will do my best to have a January release date.<br />
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Good news: <i><a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/wantme/"><i>Want Me</i></a> </i> has been picked up by <a href="http://www.loose-id.com/">Loose Id</a>! That means it'll be out in e-book format soon. How cool is that? The only thing that bums me out is that I had to take down the awesome cover art from the first edition, which had been created for me by the amazing Ulf. On the bright side, I'm looking forward to seeing the new interpretation from Loose Id.<br />
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To give the first cover a proper send-off, I'm giving away all the <i>Want Me</i> prints I have left. They include two 4x6 glossies, four 8.5x11 prints on card stock, five 3x5 prints on card stock, and one…well I don't know what it is exactly. It's translucent and has a sticker strip on the left-hand side, so I'm guessing it's meant to be slipped inside notebooks or folders. I don't even remember buying it. XD<br />
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<center><img src="http://i240.photobucket.com/albums/ff286/rwntree77/2012-12-26183728_sm_zpsb15767da.jpg" border="0" alt="Sooo many Want Me pics" width="384" height="288"></center><br />
If you'd like one of these prints, send an email to mcbride_rowan@yahoo.com (mcbride_rowan at yahoo dot com) with "I want a Want Me print" in the subject line. Please list the four items above, with the one you want most at the top and so on. First-come-first-serve, but I'll do my best to send you the print you like most. Don't forget to include your snail mail address.<br />
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And now for some more good news!<br />
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<i><a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/ogs/"><i>One Good Hand/One Good Year</i></a></i> received an Honorable Mention from the <a href="http://reviews-and-ramblings.dreamwidth.org/3373579.html">Rainbow Awards</a>! Sci-fi/fantasy category. <br />
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<center><a href="http://reviews-and-ramblings.dreamwidth.org/3373579.html"><img alt="Rainbow Awards 2012 Honorable Mention - SciFi and Fantasy Category" border="0" height="200" src="http://i240.photobucket.com/albums/ff286/rwntree77/awards/rahm2012_zpsec4c7d46.jpg" width="200" /> </a></center><br />
I'm stoked. Are you stoked? I'm totally stoked. :D<br />
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Rowan McBridehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15093484219052252906noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5801803520019597441.post-60032903802711708732012-12-01T18:01:00.000-06:002012-12-02T18:16:32.908-06:00Cover Art - Chains<a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/chains/" alt="This link will take you to the Chains page">Chains</a> has a cover and it is niiiiiiice.<br />
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<center><a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/chains/"><img src="http://rowanmcbride.com/images/chains-display.jpg" width="350" height="509" border="0" alt="Click the pic to learn more about chains"></a></center><br />
Created by the talented Sin. I met the artist first at YaoiCon 2011, then at SanJapan 2012, so it was obviously fate. :)<br />
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If you'd like to view more of Sin's work, check out <a href="http://xync.deviantart.com/" alt="Pretty pretty Grimmjow pics lie this way">http://xync.deviantart.com/</a>.<br />
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And of course, if you'd like to check out more of my work, go to <a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/" alt="I have stories! Lost of them! Click here to see the list!">http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/</a>. ;)<br />
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Rowan McBridehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15093484219052252906noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5801803520019597441.post-73773561770256453682012-11-22T02:22:00.000-06:002012-11-22T02:22:09.431-06:00BlurbsI have a love/hate relationship with blurbs. When I’m trying to write them, it’s full-on hate. But when it’s done, and it’s good, it’s so, <i>so</i> good. I want to hold it in my hands and pet it gently and hold it up to the world to see as I proclaim “Look! I wrote this! Doesn’t it make you want to read the story behind it?”<br />
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Unfortunately, I’m not the greatest judge of my own blurbs.<br />
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Take <i><a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/touchingfire/paulsdream/">Paul’s Dream</a></i>, which I consider my best one:<br />
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<blockquote>Paul Graham is content with his life. An up-and-coming lawyer, he has no time to dwell on the mazes, puzzles, and riddles he solves while asleep. He has no interest in dreams, or anything that might derail his career.<br />
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Until Kian shows up. Sensual, playful, he claims that Paul rescued him four years ago. Now he's determined to repay him with the one thing he knows best: sex laced with... magic.<br />
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Kian is unlike any man Paul has encountered. He won't <i>go away</i>, for one. The fact that Paul doesn't remember him doesn't deter his mission of seduction in the least. But soon enough, Paul finds that this strange, carnal creature has the ability to melt his ice with a touch, to bring out a sweetness Paul didn't even know he had.<br />
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As Kian becomes a part of his life, Paul finds himself more and more attached. Forgotten dreams, buried memories, and the dangerous obsession of another conspire to tear them apart. Is he strong enough to endure a trial by fire in order to keep them together?</blockquote><br />
Ohhh, was so proud of that one! I thought (still think) it was sexy, had a touch of humor, deftly hinted at the suspense elements in the story. The last line was an excellent hook, which is what last lines in blurbs are supposed to be. Perfect.<br />
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Except, not so much. I remember it got panned by several reviewers, most of whom called it “blah.” One was straight-up angry with me for not spelling out exactly what Kian was in the text of the blurb. I imagine Paul would have agreed with that last one. He didn’t get the specifics until chapter four, and he wasn’t exactly keen when he had them.<br />
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The story did okay. Word-of-mouth saved me from my own blah blurb. I think that’s when I learned that no one element is going to sink a book. Just work hard so that as many elements as possible hit the mark.<br />
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But blurbs are important. At least, they are to Reader-Rowan. When browsing books I notice first the cover (because I’m shallow), then the blurb, and <i>if the blurb is interesting</i> I read the excerpt to check and see if the writing style is compatible with my reading style. I think there must be at least a few readers out there who browse like I do, so I work hard on blurbs, going through several drafts, wondering if the draft I’ve got is too dramatic for the story or not dramatic enough. Too much information? Not enough information? On and on. And when it’s done, I cross my fingers and post.<br />
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Which reminds me:<br />
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Look below this line! I wrote this! Doesn’t it make you want to read the story behind it?<br />
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<center>__________</center><br />
<blockquote><b><a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/chains/">Chains</a></b><br />
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A new prisoner has been brought to the castle. They say he's a warrior. They call him a demon. They whisper that he can grant wishes.<br />
<br />
Saiven can't resist. He sneaks into the secluded dungeon to see, but the man chained to the wall is not what he expects. Smiling. Teasing. He introduces himself as Faolan, and Saiven is caught.<br />
<br />
This...man. He makes Saiven feel things he should not feel. Draws forth confessions that were meant to stay secret. Faolan freely grants him warmth and laughter. But now...<br />
<br />
Now it's time to find out if Saiven is strong enough to earn a wish.</blockquote>Rowan McBridehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15093484219052252906noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5801803520019597441.post-48518496493968705552012-11-19T06:57:00.000-06:002012-11-19T06:57:10.451-06:00Literary Nymphs Thanksgiving ChatEvery year I participate in the massive LitNymph Thanksgiving Chat. It is awesome. Lots of writers, lots of excerpts, lots of conversation. You should stop by! Have some fun with us!<br />
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If this is your first chat at Literary Nymphs, however, I'd advise you to set your yahoo settings for this group to "web only," otherwise you might end up with a thousand emails in your box. :)<br />
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Posting the official info below. If you see me, wave, yeah?<br />
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<blockquote>It's that time of year again! Literary Nymphs is hosting their Thanksgiving Weekend M/M Chat and here is a brief list of authors who will be attending, circumstances allowing: Kathryn Scannell, Jules Jones, KC Kendricks,Michael Barnette, KC Burn, Christiane France, James Buchanan, Josh Lanyon, Andrea Speed, Rowan McBride, Pat Brown, Jessica Freely, Lissa Matthews, Berengaria Brown, Sarah Madison, Ariel Tachna, Megan Slayer, K. Z. Snow, Renee George, DC Juris.<br />
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If there are any M/M authors interested in participating, please notify me at irishminx@gmail.com for details. Thanks!<br />
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The chat will start on Thursday morning and continue through to Sunday night. The location is <a href="http://groups.yahoo.com/group/LiteraryNymphsChat/">http://groups.yahoo.com/group/LiteraryNymphsChat/</a>, the Literary Nymphs Chat Group so stop in and join us next weekend.</blockquote><br />
Rowan McBridehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15093484219052252906noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5801803520019597441.post-90838529383837710932012-11-17T21:16:00.000-06:002012-11-17T21:24:36.340-06:00The Ali Forney CenterThe Ali Forney Center for Homeless LGBT Youth was hit hard by hurricane Sandy. Their Chelsea drop-in center in particular was flooded, destroying their supplies as well as the space itself. The AFC provides shelter, food, support, and medical care to kids in distress. In other words, they’re good people, and they could use a little help.<br />
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To learn more and donate, please visit the organization’s website: <a href="http://www.aliforneycenter.org/">http://www.aliforneycenter.org</a>.<br />
Rowan McBridehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15093484219052252906noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5801803520019597441.post-50351857423093650952012-11-16T00:01:00.000-06:002012-11-16T00:26:07.811-06:00A Note About "Want Me"<a href="http://www.rowanmcbride.com/stories/wantme/"><img src="http://i240.photobucket.com/albums/ff286/rwntree77/wmsmall-1-1.jpg" alt="click the pic to learn more about Want Me" border="0" height="200" width="131" align="right" /></a><br />
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The first edition of <a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/wantme/">Want Me</a> is going out of print. I can’t tell you why yet, but I’m sure you can figure it out. ;)<br />
Rowan McBridehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15093484219052252906noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5801803520019597441.post-56517715315362930272012-11-13T03:20:00.000-06:002012-11-13T03:20:13.779-06:00Pepero Day Winners!And they are, completely chosen at random, listed below:<br />
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* Liz Brooks<br />
* Tomas Santiago-Lopez<br />
* kathleen<br />
* earringfan<br />
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If I do not have your email addy, please contact me forthwith at mcbride_rowan@yahoo.com (mcbride_rowan (at) yahoo (dot) com) and please include your snail mail address because, alas, it is not yet technologically possible to email Pepero. What's up with that? And no hover-boards, either. >.><br />
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Congrats and thank you to everyone who entered! It was hella fun. :)<br />
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-- RowanRowan McBridehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15093484219052252906noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5801803520019597441.post-89940626678528921352012-11-11T00:01:00.000-06:002012-11-11T00:01:00.093-06:00Pepero Day!It is November 11th, which means today is Pepero Day, and it is time to give heartfelt gifts of chocolate-dipped cookie-stick goodness to your loved ones.<br />
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For those of you who don’t know, Pepero Day is a *totally* manufactured holiday in Korea that caught on and is now <i>awesome.</i> It is always November 11th because that makes the date 11-11, which looks like the Pepero sticks. How wonderful is that?<br />
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The day is also celebrated to a lesser extent in Japan as Pocky Day. In both countries, November is fabulous because all sorts of special editions of the snacks are released. Brightly colored boxes of joy all over the place.<br />
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Can you tell I’m excited?<br />
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I, personally, am celebrating the same way I did <a href="http://rowanmcbride.blogspot.com/2011/11/just-perfect-pepero-day.html">last year</a>. By giving away some Pepero goodness. Check the giant box:<br />
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<center><img src="http://i240.photobucket.com/albums/ff286/rwntree77/big-box.jpg" alt="Giant Box of Nude Pepero" width="350" height="467" border="0"></center><br />
I’m also giving away one small box of Almond Crush Pepero (Today is like Valentine’s Day and it’s a whole box of <i>crush</i>.)<br />
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<center><img src="http://i240.photobucket.com/albums/ff286/rwntree77/crush.jpg" alt="Almond Crush Pepero" border="0" width="350" height="513"></center><br />
And AND I have two boxes of Fran. One person will get the chocolate, and one person will get the white. What is <i>Fran</i>, you say? Why it is much like Pepero and Pocky but hella decadent. And it's in stick form so it qualifies in today's celebration.<br />
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<center><img src="http://i240.photobucket.com/albums/ff286/rwntree77/fran-sm.jpg" alt="fran" border="0" width="400" height="300"></center><br />
Can you tell how much I love you?<br />
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That’s a total of four Pepero Day gifts. All you have to do to win one of these is to comment on this (<a href="http://rowanmcbride.blogspot.com/">http://rowanmcbride.blogspot.com/</a>) blog post. You have until 11:59pm tonight (11-11-12), Central Standard Time to play.<br />
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Winners will be announced on this blog (<a href="http://rowanmcbride.blogspot.com/">http://rowanmcbride.blogspot.com/</a>) 11-13-12 (Nov. 13, 2012).<br />
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So play! Love me back by making a comment! XD<br />
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<center><h1>Happy Pepero Day!</h1></center><br />
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It's also Veteran's Day. As I understand it, Sandy knocked out the Manhattan VA Hospital as well as the regional Veterans' Assistance office. If you are one of the vets affected, the <a href="http://maddowblog.msnbc.com/_news/2012/11/09/15058469-hurricane-sandy-relief-resources-for-veterans-and-veterans-day-events?lite">Maddow Blog</a> has a list of resources you might be able to use, including how to get emergency refills of your meds.<br />
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Stay strong. Stay safe. And thank you for your service to our country.<br />
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<hr>Rowan McBridehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15093484219052252906noreply@blogger.com20tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5801803520019597441.post-53102992129562328542012-11-05T03:16:00.000-06:002012-11-10T23:27:35.732-06:00StraightforwardnessMain characters in my finished and published stories, ranked in order of straightforwardness, starting with the most straightforward and ending with the least:<br />
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<table><tr> <td>Rafe Dirisio -- </td><td>(<a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/lone/">Lone</a>)</td> </tr>
<tr> <td>Paul Graham -- </td><td>(<a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/touchingfire/paulsdream/">Paul’s Dream</a>)</td> </tr>
<tr> <td>Joe Wilson -- </td><td>(<a href="http://www.rowanmcbride.com/stories/shorts/picture.html">A Picture’s Worth</a>)</td> </tr>
<tr> <td>Kian Somers -- </td><td>(<a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/touchingfire/paulsdream/">Paul’s Dream</a>)</td> </tr>
<tr> <td>Zakai -- </td><td>(<a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/touchingfire/paulsdream/">Paul’s Dream</a>)</td> </tr>
<tr> <td>Joel Beckett -- </td><td>(<a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/wantme/">Want Me</a>)</td> </tr>
<tr> <td>Keith Taylor -- </td><td>(<a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/warmrush/">Chasing Winter</a>)</td> </tr>
<tr> <td>Ace Donovan -- </td><td>(<a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/ogs/">One Good Hand/One Good Year</a>)</td> </tr>
<tr> <td>Riley Jameson -- </td><td>(<a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/oneshot/">One Shot</a>)</td> </tr>
<tr> <td>Walker Cain -- </td><td>(<a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/wantme/">Want Me</a>)</td> </tr>
<tr> <td>Nick Carlyle -- </td><td>(<a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/oneshot/">One Shot</a>)</td> </tr>
<tr> <td>Spade Hart -- </td><td>(<a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/ogs/">One Good Hand/One Good Year</a>)</td> </tr>
<tr> <td>Seth Anderson -- </td><td>(<a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/lone/">Lone</a>)</td> </tr>
<tr> <td>Draven Donnor -- </td><td>(<a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/drayners/justperfect/">Just Perfect</a>)</td> </tr>
<tr> <td>Mason Ripley -- </td><td>(<a href="http://www.rowanmcbride.com/stories/shorts/picture.html">A Picture’s Worth</a>)</td> </tr>
<tr> <td>Asher Croft -- </td><td>(<a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/touchingfire/paulsdream/">Paul’s Dream</a>)</td> </tr>
<tr> <td>Jesse Winter -- </td><td>(<a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/warmrush/">Chasing Winter</a>)</td> </tr>
<tr> <td>Dorian Burns -- </td><td>(<a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/lone/">Lone</a>)</td> </tr>
<tr> <td>Cody West -- </td><td>(<a href="http://rowanmcbride.com/stories/drayners/justperfect/">Just Perfect</a>)</td> </tr>
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You might be thinking, “What?! How is Jesse so far down on the list, and how is WALKER square in the middle??” If you are thinking that, what follows is what passes for logic on my end:<br />
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First, this list <i>only</i> gauges straightforwardness, and does not take badassitude into account. Though, really, when you think about it, Jesse is plenty badass. Whenever Keith--who is <i>gigantic</i> and endowed with freaky super strength--steps out of line, Jesse never hesitates to knock him right back into it.<br />
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Second, the ranking is value-neutral. So whatever nefarious schemes a character might have going on (I’m looking at you, Draven), they don’t count for anything in this list.<br />
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Last, straightforwardness does not mean trustworthy. So, while Spade is arguably the most trustworthy character on the list, he waits till damned-near the end of the first book to tell Ace what he is, which Ace doesn’t take well. At all.<br />
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But anyway.<br />
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Jesse is in the bottom three because through most of <i>Chasing Winter</i> what he says and what he’s thinking are totally out of sync. For example:<br />
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<blockquote>“You always told me that willpower could accomplish anything.”<br />
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If I had known he’d remember every damned thing I said, I would have tried harder to stay away from such trite clichés. “Yes, I did say that.”</blockquote><br />
<center>Or--</center><br />
<blockquote>Keith grinned. “I’m making you uncomfortable, aren’t I?” He left the couch and searched out his briefs. “I’ll get out of your hair.”<br />
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I grabbed the top of the couch with my right arm and pulled myself up to watch him dress. Now that he wasn’t touching me, I felt…oh, God, I felt more alone than I ever had in my life. “Thank you.”</blockquote><br />
And he’s like that <i>through most of the book.</i> So now he’s on the bottom of a totally arbitrary, written-by-the-whim-of-the-author list on straightforwardness.<br />
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Jesse was fairly easy to place. If you’ve read <i>Just Perfect</i>, then you know why Cody ranks rock-bottom. No brainer. Same with Rafe and Paul. Rafe wears his heart on his sleeve and is always sure everyone around him knows where he stands. Paul’s heart is frozen solid for a while, but even then everything he does has a reason and he has no qualms about explaining those reasons to you.<br />
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Walker wasn’t so easy. Sure, he locks Joel to him in a horrifying spiral of magic that pretty much ruins both their lives, but remember--nefariousness has no weight on this list. He’s also a liar by nature, which would naturally rank him lower. But he doesn’t fuck around when it comes to his obsession with Joel. Never deviates. Never lets Joel forget that he’s never going to deviate. So, yeah, horrifying. But hey, straightforward.<br />
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You’re probably safer if you just don’t believe in anything Dorian does or says. Ever. I know it sort of worked out in <i>Lone</i>, but dude. Trust me on that one.<br />
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Riley was also hard to place. <i>One Shot’s</i> told from Nick’s point of view, and he’s royally freaked out through most of that story, so it’s hard to gauge how much of Riley’s actions are warped by that filter.<br />
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Seth was a pain in the ass. He’s got that crazy Ravager-magic-want-it-now-so-will-HAVE-IT-NOW thing going on. And first instinct is to rank him higher because even in human form he’s all “Look at my massive brown puppy eyes don’t you want to pet my hair?” But Seth doesn’t even know <i>himself</i>, so by default that cripples his ability to be straightforward with Rafe.<br />
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So that’s my logic, such as it is. I think it’s pretty easy to see why I put the others in their places on the list.<br />
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My question: Do you agree with me? Disagree? Where would you rank these guys, and why?<br />
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<hr><i>Interesting fact: I was not aware that “straightforwardness” was a legit word until I typed it up for the first time and didn’t get the red spell-fail squigglies. Prior to that I’d assumed I had made it up. “Squigglies,” however, is apparently fake, which feels wrong to me. >.> </i><br />
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Rowan McBridehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15093484219052252906noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5801803520019597441.post-85000815382634327922012-10-20T22:44:00.000-05:002012-10-20T22:44:34.822-05:00ExperimentingI’m going to try and self-publish an e-book this December. It’s a short story, and I’m thinking of making it free. If I don’t make it free, then all proceeds will go to charity. I haven’t decided on which one yet, since there are a lot I like. But if I go that route, I’ll be sure to let you know the specifics.<br />
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While I’ve semi-self-published a hardcopy book (<a href="http://www.rowanmcbride.com/stories/wantme/">Want Me</a>) before, I hired a company to handle the heavy lifting regarding formatting and distribution. I’m going to be doing this e-book mostly by myself (I say mostly because I have great beta readers and an awesome cover artist, etc.) and the process boggles my mind. Whole new respect for the attention to detail my publishers give my work.<br />
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The story’s called <i>Chains</i>. I should probably write a blurb for it. And build a page for it on my site. And get it formatted correctly for different e-reader formats. And…<br />
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It’ll be fun. I’m sure it’ll go off without a hitch. >.><br />
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<i>Chains</i> is a good story, though. Even with hitches it’ll be worth it.<br />
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